depressedpanda

Go ahead and tell me what you think... tell me how lifes perfect tell me everythings ok tell me they all love me tell me theres always a way tell  me to hold on tell me they care tell me to be strong tell me lifes fair tell me nothing dies tell me i'm great and then why not tell me some more lies?

sitting, doing nothing but thinking. convincing yourself that they all hate you and you're alone. these feelings never leave. how could anyone want to be friends with you? you're such a horrible person. these feelings take over. you try to cry, but can't. there's no emotion. you can't cry, then they'll know something is wrong.conivnce them all that you're ok, always have been, while the feelings tear at you, making you hurt more and more everyday. you're hurting too much , the feelings are controlling other things now. why are you getting so skinny? its the feelings making you hate yourself until you puke again and again trying to look a litt

Where do the angels go at night or whys the lightning scar the night whether youre gone, or closley near, youre never very far my lovly dear ill give anything you ask, if you tell me so who whishest thine more, than youll ever know i cant explain always what i feel inside, i know its right because when youre near, my chest comes tight im not always perfect, to you it may seem your sweet tears are but a glistening dream id sing you a song, if to put you to sleep inside your sweet sorror, ill solomly keep theres nothing i wont do, to say these words to you, i said theres nothing, thats more important to say these words to you, the